Day 4--After gymnastics last night, my friends and I went to La Festa for a slice and a beer as per usual. On the way home I asked Stephanie for my one alloted cigarette of the day. I lit up and pulled my first drag and........nothin. I put out the cigarette. I didn't want it! I was so proud of myself. I really feel a change. Unfortunately I got pulled over not much later doing 76 in a 55, but the cop marked it as 75 (cause i'm a pro at kissing cop ass) and the ticket was only $100.
Today will be the real challenge though as I pop my first addy in a few days. Will I succumb to the compulsion to smoke or heed the better knowledge and find satisfaction in knowing that I'm cleaning my body out of harmful shit? We'll just have to see.......
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